Guilty

I am a spoiled child,

feeling hard and guilty for what i have done.

My dad, he was a great father.

he gave me what i want since the day i born.

he hearts me lot.

Look, what have i done?

This is not the right way to repay him.

I was acting like a mad cow,

Mum n Dad quarrel because of my stubborness.

Am been tearing for hours and hours,

regreting how the way i treat them.

I only wants to get what i want,

I always wants the Best thing among the others.

what a stubborn girl i am,

but daddy will always gave me the best thing that i want.

I am sorry,

for hurting you and mommy.

dont be worried about me,

i am not gonna do such idiotic action.

Dont blame on her,

thats the way she speak.

same as the way i did.

i promise you to face my exam seriously,

study hard and not to failed you.

Mom..dad, I am sorry

forgive what i have done today.

私を助けて！

試験は明日!非常に困難な! (>_<)'' 助けてくださ!~だれか?

Today suppose to hang out with my friends,but end up doing revision at home,i am really nervous for tomorrow's exam and oral test. uhh..i have no confidents at all.

its already 2 a.m right now,i still got 1 more chapter to go.damn sleepy~but i am not going to surrender! gotta finish it now..haha

じゃ~みな..おやすみ (^_^)

disappointed

You have gone almost half years.Remember? u told me to wait for u until the november's end.

its October now, u gave me an empty promise. Im kinda disappointed.

im not gonna talk much about it.

i'll not wait for u anymore because i know u are not there for me.

u are deep inside my heart.. but it's time to let u go now.